the melodramatic mouse is now mellomom
what is there to write? that was the first thought that came to mind. i can hear my stomach grumbles with hunger as i absentmindedly type on birdie’s keyboard now. i’m at ( if) because this is where i can go into virtual reality. pathetic and sigh lol. i don’t have internet access at home [...]
how does it feel? i actually paused longer than i should have. that was like 3 hours ago when i first opened the notepad to begin this entry. and now, i am still lost with words. perhaps dumbfounded by the suddenness – if two weeks is/are still considered sudden. aiks. ought to be calling british [...]
ooo all my favourite jacks in a frame! take a break. these three familiar words. it makes you think of kitkat doesn’t it? how wonderful it would be if “life is like a box of chocolates”. the only worry would be the melting issue, but even that M&M can solve. eh oh well, i’ll be [...]
cannot believe it but i did it again. my third resignation within a year. but this time, there’s no safe job waiting for me after my given notice. i left the office earlier around 8.20pm, and that’s when fear sneaked up on me while i was driving home. *what have i done?!!* i felt nauseated [...]
while driving to work earlier, the shadow of the rosary hanging in my car caught my attention. naturally my thoughts drifted to Him. i’m not quite sure if i felt peace at that point. (but how does peace feels like? bummer…) my exact thoughts: no matter what i go through in life, He’s right there [...]
there’s this pitiful feeling lingering within me. the rut is caused by not being heard when spoken, or shall i say: he simply doesn’t like listening to problems. life is too tough. and every minute of growing older in this cruel world, it makes me wonder how long more can i stay faithful to God [...]
it has been a tough week since my last entry. i’m not sure if i want to immortalise it here so i can read it tomorrow. currently the heartfelt experience is too fresh. and i can still taste the wound. alright, let’s cast aside the unhappy whines and call on to the happy episode. last [...]
a sudden realisation kept me at halt. how did i become a caffeine addict? it makes you wonder how nescafe did that. or shall i say –> damn. that creative director is good! bet he makes tons. and don’t even drink a cuppa. sigh. exactly. that is how influenced and conditioned we are. humans. you’d [...]
since the day i found out what wwjd meant, i tried my best to run through this question whenever i’m faced with a dilemma. and dilemma is exactly what i am facing now. an awful rut i honestly do not know how to fix. even though i kept chanting – what would Jesus do? help [...]
the most irony of thoughts suddenly crossed my mind. perhaps not really that ironic if i’d put more thoughts into it. iek. my point is this. i’m about freezing my butt off here at work now. and putting that on my msn message for the world to see. this crossed my mind –> need to [...]
mel⋅o⋅dra⋅mat⋅ic
[mel-uh-druh-mat-ik]
–adjective
1. of, like, or befitting melodrama.
2. exaggerated and emotional or sentimental; sensational or sensationalized; overdramatic.
–noun
3. melodramatics, melodramatic writing or behavior.
mouse
[n. mous; v. mouz]
–noun
1. any similar small animal of various rodent and marsupial families.
2. a quiet, timid person.
3. Slang. a girl or woman.