the melodramatic mouse is now mellomom
the urge to be mad at God is here again. but how long can i really pretend to be mad? i was only giving thanks 25 days ago. but now – helplessness is what i am enduring. yet again. either i have no patience or i am a quitter. however both labels seemed unfair because [...]
people say that, an idle mind is the devil’s workshop. how i must agree to that, because i feel that my sanity has turned into its playground. and being a constant daydreamer does not really make things any better. instead, i’m actually incubating this cause *stabs self* the week has been (and still is) a [...]
i feel sick in my stomach. more reasons to be in deeper shades of blue. or red. i’m awfully tired but i cannot sleep because my mind is bustling with worries. something that comes second nature after breathing for me *more long and deep sighs* it seems that everytime just before i sleep, my other [...]
i am(feeling) blue. or should i say i am red? what is the colour of crisis anyway? *the longest and deepest sigh* it is e-i-g-h-t months. i can’t even agree that it was a dreadful eight because it was actually a fast forward eight. and being absentmindedly occupied by personal agendas have turned it into [...]
this sunday will mark the end of chinese new year. and down goes february as well. the year is passing by fairly fast, which means soon i would be moving house and later busy preparing for the big day it is already five days into lent now – and thirty-five days more to go. this [...]
anyone interested to give me a slap on the face? i honestly need one for being so clueless. i’ve been working for almost 6 years and yet i have not the slightest idea what i want to do now. no wonder i still can’t find a job after trying the last two months. at least [...]
farewell 2006. and it’s been a week of 2007. this is my first attempt to blog this year. i know my last try was a little sad on the sideline, and so i left the year with nothing much to say. i remember erecting this blog while i was still with uber – packed full [...]
cannot believe it but i did it again. my third resignation within a year. but this time, there’s no safe job waiting for me after my given notice. i left the office earlier around 8.20pm, and that’s when fear sneaked up on me while i was driving home. *what have i done?!!* i felt nauseated [...]
since the day i found out what wwjd meant, i tried my best to run through this question whenever i’m faced with a dilemma. and dilemma is exactly what i am facing now. an awful rut i honestly do not know how to fix. even though i kept chanting – what would Jesus do? help [...]
mel⋅o⋅dra⋅mat⋅ic
[mel-uh-druh-mat-ik]
–adjective
1. of, like, or befitting melodrama.
2. exaggerated and emotional or sentimental; sensational or sensationalized; overdramatic.
–noun
3. melodramatics, melodramatic writing or behavior.
mouse
[n. mous; v. mouz]
–noun
1. any similar small animal of various rodent and marsupial families.
2. a quiet, timid person.
3. Slang. a girl or woman.