anyone interested to give me a slap on the face? i honestly need one for being so clueless. i’ve been working for almost 6 years and yet i have not the slightest idea what i want to do now. no wonder i still can’t find a job after trying the last two months. at least the first two months of being jobless was fruitful – theresia and roberta are a gem.

how does one know what they want to do? i’ve lost the fire for my dream job after experiencing how brutal reality really is. now i wished that i have kept my dream as a dream. it stings. however lets not complain as a valuable experience was gained. my only hope is that what i’ve learned need not be repeated. ever. again.

if you’re ever needed to do my eulogy: jac is an indecisive girl who really belongs to her utopia. i bet everyone would nod their heads in unison. as for my tombstone: SHE WHO THOUGHT SHE KNEW BUT DIDN’T. is that too long? smaller point size then please.

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