for the past few days, i’ve been spending some time to read my older entries on this blog – from when it was called unattendedv2 to the now, mellomouse. i must admit that it felt a bit awkward reading about my own life and recapturing the different events of the past two years. i wonder if that’s how it would be like, at the final second when pieces of my life flashes by (-__-|||)

during those quiet moments, i revisited the unwinding roads i’ve trampled, slapped myself for all the unwise decisions i’ve made, be inspired to complete the many unfinished businesses i started and wished i hugged my beloved dog one last time…

i dreamt of miko last night. it seemed so real as though she’s still with us. this pix was taken a year before she left us *weeps*

this little robo was my beloved among his three brothers; roby, messy and mini. when i brought them all home, i couldn’t decide on his name and started calling him number three. but very soon, he found a soft spot in my heart and earned the exclusive name of small baby. unlike his scardycat brothers, baby would cling to my fingers or sit quietly on my palm when i hold him *tugs* but his tiny life with us was short lived. baby got really sick one night and passed away in the clinic the next day – just seconds before the vet came. a month later, roby (my second favourite) followed baby while we were away in bali. so now messy and mini are our only robos left :’(

was it really a good idea time traveling to the past? maybe not from what i’ve just shared. but out of the many life stories not told – it also holds with it many sweet memories that helped wipe away the buckets i’ve shed

will you read them?

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