i want to immortalise this. although i can’t really recall the exact words. i want to try my best to record what happened this morning for my own sake.

it was 06:14 on my night clock when i first opened my eyes, and instinctively i made a beeline to the loo as i always do. i wonder if it is the total privacy we get within these four walls that inspirations are often sparked. but then i was half asleep, so i could’ve been dreaming instead…

in the quietness and stillness of dawn, i heard myself repeated these words silently. over and over again.

“whatever i’ve asked, He has never failed to provide. and so i have faith that He will see me through this time”

as i tried to fall back to sleep, these words hummed in my head. it gave me a sense of peace and assurance that He loves me. He didn’t forget. He didn’t abandon. He will provide, in His time. my only fear was… “when is it Your time Father?”

now that i’m fully awake, my conscious mind tries to digest these words. why was it even there? i put too much sense in them that i choke its very meaning and corrupt its purity. so let’s just smile and have faith that heaven is looking down on me. everything will be okay.

thank you my Little Flower for this reminder. yes, we don’t need to know about all of life’s little questions. just know that He loves us

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